wed.

clubbing was the worst ever session i had.
it shall be my first ladies nite. and last. no more.
i just hate to plan outing. be it clubbing or what.
well. maybe due to tired. moody. bored. emo. -.-
didnt slp for almost 43hrs?
i almost broke her record! damn it.

vivo to meet hq.
had an regular size ice-cream
ramen for dinner.
acc her to trim her hair.
damn funny. hahaa.
but she sure say ugly. buang.
which she did. in her blog.
waited for her and adam at tbp. almost an hr. haha.
but end up met her at zouk instead.
met kw and gary too. got the farking moody emo mode.
i guess it was way b4 i reached zouk.
randomly it came. fark it.
didnt really drink. was not feeling that well.
plus was kinda worried abt her. but i guess with sl.
she'll be safe.

got her call around 3plus? hmm..
was glad to hear her voice. know she reached home safely.
ok. silly me. i know.
reached home at 5am i guess.

yesterday/today.

woke up around 3pm.
went town with adam. reached around 4plus.
lunch at meridan food court? korean food.
bought a perfume for emily. its her bday today(fri).
i am almost broke. argh. sigh.
home at 7pm. was like at town for two hrs. dots.

went to adam's house at 8pm. played maple. again.
adam cooked dinner. lol.
homme at 12plus.

rot till now. staring at the laptop. its 445am btw.
yet i couldnt get to slp. i just felt emo. again. fark.
tml going to fix this laptop. bloody shit. the keyboard letter A is not sensetive.
gave me a hard time pressing it. and i need to wake up like around 8plus.
which is 3 hr later. argh. and i am still farking awake. gosh.

well. i enjoyed her company at vivo that day.
although i keep talking/disturbing her. =x
but i really had my fun. always felt that comfortable, relax.
and ur hair isnt ugly la. stop saying urself ugly. no one say its buang. so its not.
i guess i shall get some slp. if not tml can die.

just went to see her blog. was wondering who she is missing. crap.
and i really dont mind she rants at me. or what. just seeing her happy. that will do.
be it she wants to stay single or happy being single or what. its doesnt matter. cause there is nothing that will change my mind.

You know I like you, I really do.

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