bits and pieces.
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S'pore
Gemini



unfolding stories.

coming and going.
bidding our goodbyes.
Emily / Irene
Shirlynn / Adam
Jun Wei / Huiqi

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Saturday, February 07, 2009
"What went wrong?" - posted by Jason at 5:48 PM
sigh.

been sighing since just now.
emo again.
i dont understand why.

i saw his name appear
in almost all her entries.
i got a feeling. soon or later
it will happen.

he's handsome.
yet i am like shit.
he's just good in everything.
yet i am good at nothing.

i kept asking myself.
what went wrong?
Was it something that I said?
Was it something that i do?

why cant i have that only chance.
i just stuck on her.
i did try not to like her.
i did try to like someone else.
i did try to give up.
but all failed. sigh.

yet she told me..
why care so much for her?
why bother about her?
end up get myself hurt.
not worth it. at all.
ask me stay away from her.

few days back.
i look thru my phone msges.
saw those msges she sent me durring my outfield.
its really wanna makes me laugh.

i dont mind the way she treat me.
i dont mind at all.
but dont ever ask me stay away.
cause it is something which i cant do it.
i dont know why i am so stuck into her.
it became stronger and stronger.

its really hurts.
when she always ignore me.
i just feel speechless again.
i dont know what to say to her.

i know that guy is very nice to her.
went down to vivo just to pass her that bottle.
yet i did nothing.
i tried my best. :(

she once said.
chance is for urself to fight it.
i am fighting for it..
fighting and fighting.
end up i dont think i will ever get the chance.

how i wish..
i can pour out everything..

going st.james later.
really no mood to go..
but cant put aeroplane.
they will kill me. for sure.

i wish time can turn back.
turn back to those days.
those happier days.

wake up. wake up. wake up. wake up.
cause i am only dreaming.

i just cant let it go.
why i take it so hard.
why. why. why.

i just wont give up.
i just stuck on you.=\

shall update again soon.

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