bits and pieces.
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S'pore
Gemini



unfolding stories.

coming and going.
bidding our goodbyes.
Emily / Irene
Shirlynn / Adam
Jun Wei / Huiqi

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Design: doughnutcrazy
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References: magnette

Wednesday, January 21, 2009
"心痛比快乐..." - posted by Jason at 8:29 PM
feeling moody.

booked out in the afternoon.
reached home around 2 plus.
slack in front of the com.
cursing the com.
dont know how many freaking times i had restarted the com.
was kinda pissed off by it. shall shop for a laptop soon.
while still waiting for somebody msg.
actually was thinking.
who am i to her?
i am just one of her frens.
she has her own freedom.
sigh.

forcing myself to smile.
than making the fake smile.
maybe she's right.
how to expect others to like me.
when i dont even like myself?
but i dont see a need for others to like me?
as in pity me or what.
all i need is the somebody.
the somebody which always guai lan with me.

i guess i was born with a negative mindset.
sigh!

my parents got seriously nothing to do other than quarreling.
my parents shout.
my sister shout.
my younger brother shout.
combine together = you get ur ears deaf.

family is get together happily.
yet mine is always end up in quarreling.

fark it. seriously.

kw jio me go butter factory.
but i declined.
i just dont have the mood.
sigh.

sign off.

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