bits and pieces.
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S'pore
Gemini



unfolding stories.

coming and going.
bidding our goodbyes.
Emily / Irene
Shirlynn / Adam
Jun Wei / Huiqi

credits.
Design: doughnutcrazy
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References: magnette

Sunday, October 19, 2008
"I dont know why." - posted by Jason at 12:17 AM
well.
was at vivo.
till 10pm.

saw her and y walked past twice.
but i went hiding.
i dont know why.
my heart jus dropped..-.-
sigh.

had sandwich for dinner.
no appetite.

not feeling well.
flu.
cough.
headache.
slight giddy
slight fever.
sore throat
and my gastric is back.
arrgh.

evening saw her walked past.
again.
the heart dropped even deeper.
suddenly felt more emo...-.-

kept looking at the direction she
went.
but. she nv came back.
sigh.

lisa told me to rest early.
but my eyes just dont listen to me
anymore..-.-
she wanted me to go home at 8.
but i dont want.

didnt tok to her for the whole day?
wanted to talk to her so much.
yet i just cant open my golden
mouth.
in the end
jus ended with one word.
bye..-.-

went to find my campmates.
cus they going st.james.
they asked me to join them.
but i am tired. and no mood
for it.

so after awhile i left.
walked the way
"we" used to walk.
but only this time
i am walking alone.
sigh.

actually lisa asked
me to join them for a
ride home.cus her fren's bf
driving. but i dont want.
i wan to wander around.
so i told them i taking bus.

took bus home.
was emo-ing all the way.
wander around for awhile before
i walk back home.
sigh. wanted to drink again.
but decided not to.
so i smk.=\
to numb my feelings.

i am fighting a war.
now.

who is the enemy?
the tears.

sigh.


stone infront of the com.

i shall stop here.

cheers.

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