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bits and pieces.
Jason NgS'pore Gemini
unfolding stories.
coming and going.
bidding our goodbyes.
Emily / IreneShirlynn / Adam Jun Wei / Huiqi
credits.
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Sunday, October 26, 2008
hmm..."but your still on my lonely mind." - posted by Jason at 9:17 AM was late yesterday. reached vivo around 230. then went third floor with adam, qiu ru, and jing. they wan play adam's bro camara.-.- so i smk while they playing.-.- when to talk to y. saw her.... i know kinda wanna said something. but i nv directly look at her. sigh. how dumb am i..-.- i wanted to talk to her too. but when i saw her. i became speechless. sigh. saw emily and her bf at vivo too. she scare me.. zzz. went home with adam and his bro. reached home cant use com. cus bro using. till 12 plus. and i took over.=D msg her to wish her happy bday at 12. kept looking at the watch. dont wanna be late.-.- she said she walked past alot times. when i only saw her once?-.- sigh. she said she wanted to talk to me. but she dont dare?-..- i told her i wont bite?-.- and i dont look like one that bites. chatted with her on msn. then she said her bro wan to use the laptop. so she said will sms me later. so yea. waited and waited. suddenly she called.-.- then hang up. i called back she hang up?-.- i was thinking she mus has pressed the wrong button. as in not suppose call me la.-.- den she called back said why called one time only. zzz. how i know....... cus almost everytime i called she hang up?=x so chatted with her. she kept asking why this. why that. -.- i told her i will tell her why. here.-.- but i dont know what to said. the real reason? she should know?-.- but she said she dont know! sigh. she asked me go see doc. i told her i meeting my frens for basketball. and its true.-.- and she asked me to go vivo today. die die also have to go.-.- i dont know. should be going down. yea. she said she dont wan to see a shag me.-.- and a panda wishing her happy bday. i said i try..-.- ok. i shall say the real reason. i am still sick.-.- hmmm. not that i dont wan to take care. of my self. i need someone by my side. to care for me. and u know who.-.- next.. why i always dont slp. its not that i dont wan. slp. its because. i kept thinking of ahem. u. i know u have him. i cant do anything. but to wait?-.- its silly u may say. its wasting time u may say. but i dont mind. i dont wan like another person. and i dont think i can find another u. so. yea. my feelings for u wont change. hmm.. that's all. i shall go meet my frens. i am late.-.- eh. jus reached home. its 9pm. which is quite late. i need to book in at 10pm! i am still at home. argh. rush down to vivo. cus of her.-.- actually i got my stuff ready. jus that i kept staring at the com. dont know whether to go down not. but she called. said she 5pm going off. i dont know why. i jus rush down.-.- my hands was shaking all the way till i reached vivo.-.- waited for her. then she passed me a piece of her bday cake. hmmm. yea.. see her felt abit happy.-.- too easy contented. sigh. i dont know. wish could stay longer. but left with adam. went to liang court with adam and jessie. den to novena. steamboat.-.- didnt eat much. then went to square2 which is formly is novena square. if i not wrong. went to find jessie stuff. find till i am going late. so yea.. shall update on wed. off on thur. guard duty on fri. den off till tue. medicial appointment on tue also. zzz. cheers. happy bday hq. (ps: i did slp. but. not for long. haha.) Labels: I think about you.=\ |
Jason Ng