bits and pieces.
Photobucket Jason Ng
S'pore
Gemini



unfolding stories.

coming and going.
bidding our goodbyes.
Emily / Irene
Shirlynn / Adam
Jun Wei / Huiqi

credits.
Design: doughnutcrazy
Image: heiidii
References: magnette

Sunday, October 12, 2008
"倔强说不痛." - posted by Jason at 1:02 PM
suddenly feel like updating.
jus have this weird feeling.

hmm. didnt really slept well.
due to something happened
yesterday. so yea..
i admitted its my fault.

Cus of it?

due to my damn big
idiotic mouth again.-.-
always have to do with
my mouth.

it got better today.
i dont know. later
going vivo then see how
it goes.

was toking to her online
just now. she said
come online
five mins.
i said. for five mins.
also shuang..-.-

so i said. come to see that
jj got online izzit. i dont know
why i said that.-.-

my mouth said it.
but my heart dont feel
good about it.
and...
my mind is totally in a mess.-.-

and i got weird feeling.
sooner or later
thing will get better.
between the two?

i dont know.

negative thinking again.
cant be helped.
sigh.

she wanted to stay and see
my update. i was like siao ar?
she's late for work still wanna stay
to see this update.
so i ask her go work first.
come back still can see what.-.-
i cant update in camp also.
that's why i updating now.
cus later meet her and y.
for dinner. and might
book in to camp after that.

i can feel that everytime she said abt
that guy. she is like very happy.
i dont know..
i jus feel that.

how i wish.
i too. can make her happy.
always.

i am trying so hard.
to change a better me.
not only for her sake.
but to myself too.
and for frens around me.
not forgetting my buddies.

i hear this song
title: 说好的幸福呢？
i get very emotional.
i dont know why.
mayb is the lyrics.?

time to keep stuff
inside me.
i know its not good.
but i really have no one to
pour my sorrow into.

so i rather swollow it all.
by myself. =D

ok. i shall stop here.
and prepare my stuff.
when she see this update.
she sure tell me this,
"LOUSY UPDATE."

i know..

cheers.

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