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Sunday, September 28, 2008
"sorry. i cant help it." - posted by Jason at 2:42 AM
sorry.
its the word i wan to say. i really cant help it. but to become emo again.
yesh i know. i have being emo-ing. for quite long. untill recently. someone stop it.
and its u. i dont know what to say.
but i guess i shall keep myself quiet. keep everything inside me.
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adam sure will say. my mind connection is messed up again.
this time i wont say him i feel guilt. for saying him twice. which i wan to say i am sorry. i dont mean it.
but well. that's me cant help it.
i noe he is trying the best to help me. yet i always dont listen to him.
back to topic.
i really hope she will consider. seriously. i mean. i really like her. and she's the one that nv failed to make me laugh.
ever since yl.
and i like the way she is. i like the way she bucker with me. or guai lan with me. i dont care if she has the worst temper. or she is bad person.
i dont mind at all.
all i ask for is that only chance.
sigh..
shall update again.
mayb not anytime soon.
cheers. My tears run down like razorblades I know I'm not the one to blame It's you, or is it me? And all the words we never say come out And now we're all ashamed And there's no sense in playing games When you've done all you can do But now it's over It's over Why is it over? We had the chance to make it Now it's over It's over It can't be over I wish that I could take it back But it's overI lose myself in all these fights I lose my sense of wrong and right I cry, I cry It's shaking from the pain that's in my head I just want to crawl into my bed And throw away the life I led But I wont let it die But I wont let it die But it's over It's over Why is it over? We had the chance to make it Now it's over It's over It can't be over I wish that I could take it backI'm falling apart, I'm falling apart Don't say this wont last forever You're breaking my heart, You're breaking my heart Don't tell me that we will never be together We could be over and over We could be forever I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart Don't say this wont last forever You're breaking my heart, You're breaking my heart Don't tell me that we will never be together We could be over and over We could be forever It's not over It's not over It's never over Unless you let it take you It's not over It's not over It's not over Unless you let it break you It's not over this song totally describe how i feel now. how i wish she can spam my phone like she always did.
and now my phone is in rotting mode.
sigh.. Labels: but to be emo again..
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