bits and pieces.
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S'pore
Gemini



unfolding stories.

coming and going.
bidding our goodbyes.
Emily / Irene
Shirlynn / Adam
Jun Wei / Huiqi

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References: magnette

Sunday, September 28, 2008
"sorry. i cant help it." - posted by Jason at 2:42 AM
sorry.

its the word i wan to say.
i really cant help it.
but to become emo
again.

yesh i know.
i have being emo-ing.
for quite long.
untill recently.
someone stop it.

and its u.
i dont know
what to say.

but i guess i shall
keep myself quiet.
keep everything inside me.

i guess this is
the best way.

adam sure will say.
my mind connection
is messed up again.

this time i wont say him
i feel guilt.
for saying him twice.
which i wan to say i am sorry.
i dont mean it.

but well. that's me
cant help it.

i noe he is trying the best to help me.
yet i always dont listen to him.

back to topic.

i really hope she will consider.
seriously.
i mean. i really like her.
and she's the one that
nv failed to make me laugh.

ever since yl.

and i like the way she is.
i like the way she bucker
with me.
or guai lan with me.
i dont care
if she has the worst temper.
or she is bad person.

i dont mind at all.

all i ask for is
that only chance.

sigh..

shall update again.

mayb not anytime soon.

cheers.

My tears run down like razorblades
I know I'm not the one to blame
It's you, or is it me?
And all the words we never say come out
And now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do
But now it's over
It's over
Why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over
It's over
It can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's overI lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just want to crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I wont let it die
But I wont let it die
But it's over
It's over
Why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over
It's over
It can't be over
I wish that I could take it backI'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this wont last forever
You're breaking my heart, You're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be over and over
We could be forever
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this wont last forever
You're breaking my heart, You're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be over and over
We could be forever
It's not over
It's not over
It's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over
It's not over
It's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over

this song totally describe
how i feel now.

how i wish she can
spam my phone
like she always did.

and now my phone
is in rotting mode.

sigh..

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