下雨天了怎么办　
我好想你
不敢打给你　
我找不到原因
为什么失眠的声音　
变得好熟悉
沉默的场景　
做你的代替　
陪我听雨滴期待让人越来越沉迷
谁和我一样　
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会　
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞　
一个人擦泪　
一个人好累

怎样的雨　
怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大　
天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴
其实　没有我你分不清那些
彻别　接近还能多一些 别说你会难过　
别说你想改变 被爱的人不用道歉

its 8am..
i am still sitting in this bloody chair.
for hrs.
rotting.
thinking.

i am very tired.
yet my eyes doesnt want
to close.

my heart is like having
thounsands heavy stone
on top of it.
till i cant breathe.

i wan to scream,
shout.
bang walls.
tables..
kick chairs.

but i cant do it.
everybody is slping
soundly.

i wish i didnt asked.
so nth will happened.

but too bad...
it happened.

i regretted.
should have kept everything
inside me.

now i suffer 100 times more.

anyway.
its all my wishful thinking.

i kept asking myself.

what am i to her?

i am jus NOTHING.

NOTHING to her.

i am jus a NOBODY

i guess i shall rot till start work.

shall update tonite.

mayb.

cheers.