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bits and pieces.
Jason NgS'pore Gemini
unfolding stories.
coming and going.
bidding our goodbyes.
Emily / IreneShirlynn / Adam Jun Wei / Huiqi
credits.
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Sunday, August 19, 2007
yo guys. manage to spend some little time blogging. yea. going for a field camp.. its abit boring. but onli for three days! hope i can make it! *prays*. for the past few days thing happened. between us. mostly is my fault i guess. i am too sensitive. nv spare a tot on her. nv put myself in her shoe. thinking how will see feel looking at my miserable face. yea. she's wont feel happy seeing it oso rite? and i am so dumb. keep showing it in front of her. i tried my best not to show. but i guess i am not good in hiding my expression. sigh. wat to do. who ask me to be so sensitive. watched the movie "Secret" basically. i watched half way. and the msg came. i saw it. not going to reval wat the msg wrote. by the guy. i dunno. she told me he send wrongly. but my feeling told me not. i dunno. i asked her. she nv reply me. so how. i feel sad. my heart is like pinching me. poking me. sigh. now we had clear all this. but i still feel abit uneasy. yea. another thing is i feel jealous. why he can do alot thing with my gf. and not me. i reli felt jealous. sometime i asked myself. who am i? am i her bf? or he is? i reli dunno. basically yesterday shopping was spoilt by me. i seriously dun habe the mood to shop. i am sorry. i cant control my feelings. but wat can i do? other den suffer it all inside myself. hais. i cant pretend. i am feeling a bit tired.. i dunno wat will happens in future. lets see. shall stop here. will update when i back from that hell tekong. take care guys. bye!"sigh." - posted by Jason at 5:15 PM |
Jason Ng